Inspirational Thought of the Day:
Don’t imagine the future without God.
“For the very thing I dreaded has happened to me; and what I feared has come upon me. 26 I have no ease, I have no quietness; I cannot rest; turmoil has come upon me.”
When I was a child, I feared death; I guess most people do. As I grew up, more things were added to my list of things that I “hoped I never had to go through”. I even made a deal with God on a few of them. Just a tip – don’t ever do that.
To fear or be anxious is human, but the person of faith need not remain there.
The shock of going from such tremendous blessing like Job had to the complete opposite is difficult to bear. Our expectations are dashed because we somehow tied God’s goodness to our blessing. The unknown provokes a humility in us all when we are not sure how we could handle whatever might come our way. Couple that with the thought that pain or suffering might be attached to a potential unknown and fear can quickly be apparent in us all.
This is where the gift of faith comes in. Imagining my future apart from God’s grace to escort me through all of life’s valleys and mountains is like imagining myself apart from my very life and hope.
If I had known all that I would walk through almost eight years ago now, I would not have believed it and possibly would have tried to avoid it, yet God had me walk through it, anyway.
The verse above is palpable to me – it almost hurts to read it. I am brought back to the moment when I lost twenty pounds from dread and anxiety and fear gripped me like cement, heavy upon my heart. My vision was affected, there was no feeling in my feet or hands, people shunned us, we lived with a stigma where dread and sorrow were pervasive. The thing I had asked the LORD to not ever allow me or my children to experience was upon me and my household. Where was God? Right there beside me.
Passionately crying out to God from a fragile, broken heart was part of what set me free from all that had bound me before.
My happiness was no longer tied to a shallow faith based on perfect surroundings. It was hidden in Him.
When we feel forgotten because this life is not Heaven and the corruption of sin and its consequences vanquishes us, in that lonely place is One Who chose that suffering we sought to avoid.
Turmoil is a dark pit that seems insurmountable, but within that pit is a closeness to God that we would likely not find in all the blessings the world offers. For it is in that crucible that we hold on tightly to the promises of God and realize the perfect comfortable life we wanted before was never a worthy goal in the first place.
Lord, thank You for revealing our need of You. Help us to cling to You in blessings and hardships and to trust you with what lies ahead. You are faithful. Always.